130. Night owl

Because one owl’s soft hoot eases out from the wood,

leaves pause their evening flutter.

The last finch tucks down against a branch.

The only thing moving is that moon, slowly,

slowly rising through velvety dusk.

Now we are all suspended together 

just above the ground of a world’s constant motion,

suspended together in a holy 

state of waiting, 

waiting together, breath

shallow and slowed for absolute silence, 

absolute hope.

 

The faintest reply eventually

drifts in over treetops,

silver light smooth as stone and

no more than the smallest rustle

passed in dying undergrowth,

 

and with the one answering owl’s soft call, 

night is released from its patient

pause, from such

absolute stillness, 

such peculiar hope.

129. Wyoming

We’ve got six rigs

flung in a haphazard parking 

pattern marking headquarters.

One guy’s loading lath

and a woman needs flagging tape

and the others, they just want maps.

Oskar is reading a fat book

on the history of archaeological thought 

or forensic archaeology

or Che Guevara

in the front seat of his Pathfinder

but the rest are more like,

well, older.  I flick a butt

in his direction.

            Don’t you know where you are?

I ask.

He looks around at the horizon of trailers.

He looks down at the smoking

cigarette butt

and over at two people tiptoeing

between dog shit to reach the lath

and he says,

smiling gently,

            no.

128. Seven roadkill

I.

The flowers are dry now

two days after I picked them 

from a trash can in the dirty alley.

White with violet edges,

they didn’t belong

exactly where they were.

I have many prayers 

circling my hands.

 

II.

Bigger than I’d expected,

that beaver lay

like a large dog 

rolled up against

concrete fencing the bridge.

I touched his fur, 

left a dry rose, felt

someone had to.

Trucks were in a hurry.

Under strong sunshine, his fur

radiated cool.

 

III.

A voice rose sharply

ripping off the night silence,

caroming between red brick

buildings before rising

high enough to dissolve.

I rode it three blocks

arrested by its gall,

then lost it on a time curve.

 

IV.

In the dream you died

beside me.  I wish

you would quit 

shagging night roads–

I wake sticking 

to cotton, sweat cold.

 

V.

Cars lined up all the way 

on back to Grayling Creek

waiting for men to clear

viscera and motorcycle parts

off black tar.

Giant Sand rocking,

earth-roughened brown fingers

tapping, I watched buffalo

graze an oxbow

of the Madison

remembering, 

ten years ago,

a double rainbow

that touched down here;

apparently not a mark for 

this guy’s pot of gold,

this man whose heart

whose brain

bit the road.

 

The ambulance

drove away slowly,

slowly… 

a bad sign 

so I crossed myself.

 

VI.

Out on the island birds sing

all winter long

disregarding cold snow

that hangs them up in trees.

Squirrels don’t get hit

by cars, nor beavers

and the deer are shy.

Whole days move aside

when I walk there,

remembering rich bouquets

of woody solitude

while fear drives by

overhead on I-90,

reasonably and prudent.

 

VII.

The dogs hung out

catching wind, wild

with the odor of cattle

in their warm snouts.

Sixteen hours north

of my own take-off,

curiosity met the horizon,

flat interest,

roadkill.

126. A Living Wind

For three weeks wind blew

trailers off their trucks

and arms off windmills

spun too fast for harvest mechanics.

 

For three weeks a town

drew lots for madness,

crossing fingers behind backs

individually, holding a bland face

to calm the rattling windows 

of their souls. 

 

Until snow fell, 

only wine was consumed

in low light, no whiskey.

 

Until snow fell, 

banishing wind,

half the breath of town

was saved for prayer.

Let it be not my son, 

my sister to answer 

wind’s harassment

with a bullet

this time.

 

And this time

everyone drew

blank cards,

drew curtains closed

and kept the lid on the fragile 

trailer of a town. No one wonders 

why women on prairies seventy 

years ago heard voices, saw

visions, shattered

sanity, they wonder

 

why everyone didn’t.

125. Hitching a ride

She’s swung in backwash,

turbulent storms of exhausting

broadcasts, night preachers

from Houston and radios of atmosphere

dedicated on the plucked lawns of childhood,

what is right in a movie and

wrong for the flesh that heart

pushes her blood toward all day.

            Because men own guns

            they own women

            and earth like 

            their own beards

            Because women own guns

            they own men

            and grass like 

            their own eyelashes …

So many fences, tying ideas to earth.

She stays on the wrong side

of the highway, diesel trucks honking

a leer at her skinny brown legs.

 

She just walks, looking

for something not tied to her.

All she can use is about

one square yard

at a time.

123. Caged

Behind the grey chain 

link fence, a coyote who has worn out 

the grass all over. When I stop to look 

he trots to a worn adobe shell

staring sideways,

            hating me.  

I let my hands hang, claw fingers stuck 

to the sun-hot links, let

my 

            hate 

flay a world that would catch

a coyote, weave wire around and

give him nothing but a shell

of white-washed mud

to contain his fear

            and shelter his hate.

 

The force of his eyes blew holes in the adobe.

In the dark his brothers sing wild hymns.

 

They say he was injured, that 

            this

is how they saved him,

death assumed to be less

than any life.

It can’t be true.