129. Wyoming

We’ve got six rigs

flung in a haphazard parking 

pattern marking headquarters.

One guy’s loading lath

and a woman needs flagging tape

and the others, they just want maps.

Oskar is reading a fat book

on the history of archaeological thought 

or forensic archaeology

or Che Guevara

in the front seat of his Pathfinder

but the rest are more like,

well, older.  I flick a butt

in his direction.

            Don’t you know where you are?

I ask.

He looks around at the horizon of trailers.

He looks down at the smoking

cigarette butt

and over at two people tiptoeing

between dog shit to reach the lath

and he says,

smiling gently,

            no.

125. Hitching a ride

She’s swung in backwash,

turbulent storms of exhausting

broadcasts, night preachers

from Houston and radios of atmosphere

dedicated on the plucked lawns of childhood,

what is right in a movie and

wrong for the flesh that heart

pushes her blood toward all day.

            Because men own guns

            they own women

            and earth like 

            their own beards

            Because women own guns

            they own men

            and grass like 

            their own eyelashes …

So many fences, tying ideas to earth.

She stays on the wrong side

of the highway, diesel trucks honking

a leer at her skinny brown legs.

 

She just walks, looking

for something not tied to her.

All she can use is about

one square yard

at a time.

108. Night Owl

 

One owl’s soft hoot eases out from the wood, and

leaves pause their evening flutter.

the last finch tucks down against a branch.

the only thing moving is that moon, slowly

slowly rising through velvety dusk.

Now we are all suspended together 

just above the ground of a world’s constant motion,

we are all suspended together in a holy 

state of waiting, 

waiting together, breath

shallow and slowed for absolute silence, 

absolute hope …

 

The faintest reply drifts in over treetops.

silver light smooth as stone and

no more than the smallest rustle

passed in dying undergrowth.

 

In one answering owl’s soft voice, 

night is released from its patient

pause, from such

absolute stillness, 

such hope.

93. naming a hill

.

walking past this hill I think

the split hill because

.

it is split, a dike

of igneous rock unique

birthmark of a handsome hill.

.

never do I think, there –

that Jenkins, I bet he’d have 

liked that his name has been

laid on this hill. it mirrors

the basis of him: two faced.

.

why do you

want to be remembered as 

forgotten. so afraid you mean

nothing, why not embody instead

that which you wish you were. 

why not live a life as 

big as the hill? 

.

everyone

would remember you then and

you would not care, 

complete.

.

86. how to tell a story

.

tell every wrong story to your

self as if you wield honest

hate, then tell it again

as if you are your own 

child. when your tears are

dry: tiramisu, a bubble 

bath, a good long look at 

each little old knife in

your back. did you 

.

forgive them their sins? 

why the hell not.

.

I tell myself a 

story that is true and 

still good in the end

.

because you taught me

that I could, and today

the sky is jet blue, one

bird absolutely over the moon for 

spring, shouting about it.