35. fast cloud

you passed by the willows

where they bend brushing water.

that is where i remember you,

your brown shoulders moving

smoothly as deer dipping 

under young branches to meet me.

when you rode at dawn did you see me 

in the willow shadows watching your body

become the galloping horse’s body

moving across grass like a fast cloud?

now when wind shifts against hissing grasses

i hear your flute song calling down dusk,

healing my slashed arms still wanting to bleed

this life back into earth to follow you

on a trail to the stars.

do you ever pause to watch a fast cloud

chase the herd you left below?

do you see a woman standing still by the willows

watching spaces between branches,

waiting for you?